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CerebralAlchemist · **Joined:** Tue Dec 29, 2009 3:29 pm **Posts:** 151

memeticalchemy wrote:

I do not refer to myself as the memetic alchemist nor do I inflate this alias to epic proportions and give it it's own virtual face.

CerebralAlchemist wrote:

memeticalchemy wrote:

a somebody, who chafes when people who pretend to be nobodies wasting their energy deriding other people for choosing to send out signal in all this fucking noise and then go out and shit on people for their personal gain..

memeticalchemy wrote:

I have no qualms telling you that this is so very fun for me.. *shrug* especially now that there is so much resistance.. which is ironic considering Jason is always rambling about how what you resist you give more power.. I acknowledge that my mercury is in mars.. which is also my own bias.. which I am not afraid to admit.

Epictetus wrote:

Men are disturbed not by things, but by the view which they take of them.

memeticalchemy · **Joined:** Sun Jan 10, 2010 12:23 pm **Posts:** 41

CerebralAlchemist wrote:

Epictetus wrote:

Men are disturbed not by things, but by the view which they take of them.

The holocaust, rape, murder, slavery, cannibalism. I do not see these as ambiguous.. nor do I consider them things. They are processes. Processes of intellectual and body dualisms. Processes which are felt in my physical body as a physical revulsion.. although mediation desensitizes us from our experience.. our emotional-body armoring scabbing over such painful areas then we can be hollowed out of such emotions as a disembodied head ready to carry the flag of death because it is all it knows. It's all relative. It's all noise. It must END.. but it never began. Never was it allowed to flower. Linguistic pavement poured over the soft spots. It is such the little victim-self sold by consumerism.. and if only we can find the right something out there then we will feel whole in here. The right personality deconstruction so now I won't be victimized. I can be special. I can be a special nobody of these people in here that "GET IT". If only I can clear away this incessant victim WHY AM I ALWAYS VICTIMIZED BY HIM?

CerebralAlchemist · **Joined:** Tue Dec 29, 2009 3:29 pm **Posts:** 151

CerebralAlchemist wrote:

It's all noise.

Agreed... my SELF included.

I happen to hear it as music and enjoy it... which is OK because my existence hasn't been detected... I don't exist and that is fine by me :tup:

memeticalchemy wrote:

The holocaust, rape, murder, slavery, cannibalism.

Extremes don't change the dynamic for me.

memeticalchemy wrote:

Processes which are felt in my physical body as a physical revulsion.

I don't, personally, feel physical revulsion at viewing or acknowledging these processes. The difference between you and I are our perspectives, our views. So I have to re-itterate... "Men are disturbed not by things, but by the view which they take of them."

memeticalchemy · **Joined:** Sun Jan 10, 2010 12:23 pm **Posts:** 41

CerebralAlchemist wrote:

It's all noise.

Agreed... my SELF included.

I happen to hear it as music and enjoy it... which is OK because my existence hasn't been detected... I don't exist and that is fine by me :tup:

Or perhaps it's all signal and this mental-muscular constriction of awareness is what keeps you eternally dead in the noise static instead of infinitely living the ecstatic..

CerebralAlchemist wrote:

memeticalchemy wrote:

The holocaust, rape, murder, slavery, cannibalism.

Extremes don't change the dynamic for me.

Nah- didn't think they would. This is why the figure needs a ground. Emptiness in form. Form in emptiness. When you subtract the full from the full.. the full remains.

CerebralAlchemist wrote:

memeticalchemy wrote:

Processes which are felt in my physical body as a physical revulsion.

I don't, personally, feel physical revulsion at viewing or acknowledging these processes. The difference between you and I are our perspectives, our views. So I have to re-itterate... "Men are disturbed not by things, but by the view which they take of them."

Like I said- it's all noise-static.. or it's all signal-ecstatic.. a simple yet subtle matter of perspective.

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Khristophoros · **Joined:** Wed Apr 07, 2010 8:19 am **Posts:** 11

I used to hang out in one of the popular Satanist forums in which dialogues like this would go on and on and on and on...

...where "clever" sarcasm was the bait that no one could resist....

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OH GOD OH GOD. WILL I DISSOLVE? WILL IT BE PAINFUL? AM I CHOSEN? WILL I BE FLUSHED AWAY WITH THE NON-BELIEVERS? IT'S TOO MUCH TOO MUCH. I CAN'T TAKE IT. SOMEONE ELSE TAKE OVER. I SURRENDER. I SURRENDER. CHRIST I SURRENDER! To churches, to politicians, to asceticism, to hedonism, to gurus, to ideology, to those whose visualize themselves masters of their tulpa slaves..? Those stupid lesser beings..

...where endless arguing was duct tape that held ones favorite reality tunnel together...

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What if Jason is a disinformation agent to befuddle and confuse those confused who seek knowledge with a faith of 'knowing'? The faith of which he is a vanishing point? Or perhaps he is unwittingly so.. what is called in the intelligence community a "useful idiot"? Maybe he is just a charlatan who gave up on the path and humanity and has a keen business sense from his aristocratic upbringing and sees an opportunity to perpetuate his self patterns? Or perhaps he is just a jaded conspiracy theorist/mystic that too many people have looked to for answers and he has come to the point where he just doesn't give a fuck about the contradictions he perpetuates.. because his 'knowing'.. his sense of self as a hunter is just doing what he does... hunting prey.

..long rambling academic theses were always available to intimidate, showboat, and cloud the already murky landscape...

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The initial experiences of our sense of safety or biosurvival intelligence is crucial.. it's not the whole picture but it is a formative element and grounding of the subsequent development of our sense of being comfortable in our bodies and in the world at large... the ability to hold your inner child and sing "Don't worry 'bout a thing.. because every little thing .. is gonna be alright." This seems the foundation for later neurosomatic experiences of wholeness or totality.. of body-mind-environment-spirit-unity.

...where people were always so very angry...

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Yeah, I'm totally suspect.. I mean- who am I to come on here and challenge the dogmatic rigidity of the one true word of the Stormy Swami? I totally run a personality deconstruction virtual camp where people go and then come out the other side not asking questions anymore sounding like a robot-clone army.. I am so Mr Somebody out there calling myself the king of clones, basking in my reflection with my legion of parrots there to prostelytize the end and flip a tit when someone calls me out on my shit, ranting in juvenile psuedofreudian tirades because mommy didn't hold me enough, or my big brova' was SO mean to me and I just can't handle buying my own toothpaste.. WAAAAHH!

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End and goal.— Not every end is a goal. The end of a melody is not its goal; but nonetheless, if the melody had not reached its end it would not have reached its goal either. A parable.- Friedrich Nietzsche, The Wanderer and his Shadow

...and everyone always quoted Nietzsche.

However I do think having an Anti-Aeolus is actually very appropriate!

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