I think the point i was trying to make with my story was that what ever the 11.11 thing maybe, on that particular event in my life i needed to protect my self and my sister from my crazy neighbor.. However the ritual didnt take place with him in mind or anything in particular for that matter...
I just felt that it being a significant date in time that i would mark it with this ritual... During the ritual i fell asleep and astral projected, and of late i have been having scary experiences in that realm. Any time i project or lucid dream i instantly manifest my own fears into the experience and it turns into a nightmare. Usually the theme is being pursued by something or someone. So when i woke up i finished off the ritual with more of a guidance spell than a protection one, to help me learn what ever i need to from these funky dreams.
So a few days later my neighbor "manifested his worst fears". cops bashing his door down and beating the shit out of him.
Why i have linked the two experiences together is because
when i confronted him on the roof it was more or less the same as my astral dream, emotion wise anyway. I was sure the guy was going to kill me if i didnt run. i had been talking to him earlier that evening and he told me what he thought was going on. Complete crazy talk. Its hard to explain how unnerving his frame of mind was, and this experience was into its 36hour by the time i met hi on the roof.....
He thought my sister and his room mate were hiring blackwater agents to come and kill him and he kept saying i have a right to defend myself... The cops wouldnt help us until he attacked someone or did something so we were on our own with this guy, us locked in up stairs and him banging a screaming down in his apt... The kicker is that he used to be good friends with us all, we didnt know he was on meth but my sister was his only family in the world... So while we were trying to protect our selves at the same time we were trying to help him get some professional help, (guys in white coats with straight jackets)...
The guy was so out of control he needed a huge wake up call and this was it. He is clean now and went through rehab.. . he no longer believes his conspiracy gig about me and my room mates hiring black water to get him....
I was just a player in my neighbors delusions. Where the ritual came In I feel, was to help me be strong during the whole experience and just surrender to my roll in the whole saga....
Ghost of Elvis
"I'd say the lesson was that, whatever you try to keep out, only tries harder to get in; you asked for protection and then the Universe gave a demo of what you want protection from. Your ritual backfired, because the insane neighbor thought you were persecuting him, presumably becoz, with his "crazy antennae," he picked up on your ritual and took it personally. 
The lesson is simple: what you resist, grows stronger."
I wouldn't say it back fired because i am such a stronger person as a result of the whole thing its hard to judge it from a good bad perspective. I like to think the ritual prepared me for it and having gone through it who knows what else it prepped me for.... I completely surrendered to what was going on at the time.. death included.......Maybe thats what the dreams were about...
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